Thinking About.


Thinking about all I am and all I could be.

While maybe somewhere in that upside-down world,

I’m another version by the rules, the one I should be.

But I suppose it’s a matter of perspective.

You’re only supposed to be the person in which your true morals are most reflective.

I’m thinking about the true-ness in who I chose to be in this moment.

 

Thinking about the decisions I’ve made and who for,

Sometimes for myself, sometimes for others, and sometimes for a higher cause.

Thus, equating to my composition, equally as different from those next to me.

 

But have the decisions made, reflect a higher percentage of higher cause?

Or is my character skewed, replicated based on my moments of poor clarity?

I’m thinking about the margin of real-ness in my life.

 

Thinking about the work I’ve put in.

The times I’ve tried and failed. 

And do they severely out way the times I’ve succeeded,

Displaying a proof of effort to my consciousness. 

 

But be cautious of the direct and indirect tendency to move the goalpost.

Do I overshoot or undershoot?

I’m thinking about the integrity of my humanity.

 

My thoughts are not always organized. Sometimes I just think. We think to have clarity over ourselves. It’s ok to self-reflect and re-evaluate. Think, One Day at a Time.


David Halvorson | 5 July 2019 | @dhalvy99

David Halvorson